


iDon't do it for attention

by Xx-Cabbie-Seddie-Cailey-xX



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Hurt-Comfort
Language: English
Status: In-Progress
Published: 2010-10-21
Updated: 2010-10-21
Packaged: 2014-06-06 21:07:27
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 455
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6414669/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1964728/Xx-Cabbie-Seddie-Cailey-xX
Summary: Short poem; very depressing. It made me cry as I wrote it. I got inspiration from this one friend on mine... :'  Sad Seddie, sorta... It could be anyone because i didn't add names. T for suicide and blood.





	iDon't do it for attention

_**WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING **_

This is a VERY VERY Sad and touchy subject to some people, including me. I was crying while writing this. Cutting and Suicide is NEVER the right answer! i hope my friend will be able to see that soon.

Any who...

this is basically Sam talking, bout Frieddie, k peeps!

Ever notice that Sam always has a long sleeve on? might be cause its cold, but not for my story/poem, alright?

DISCLAMER: I DO NOT own iCarly, Sam, Freddie, or Carly or any one from iCarly. If i was Dan, Sam and Freddie would be together, and Griffin wouldn't own Pee-Wee Babies, Gibby would... acctually, i htink he already does O.o... HAHAHAHA

But any ways, enjoy, i hope i touched some peoples hearts with this... i dont understand this whole cutting thing... I've tried, but could NEVER succeed in doing so... BUT i do NOT cut, i actually HATE people who do, and feel bad at the same time :'(

Any ways... Enjoy please R & R!

* * *

_I try to hide it_

_Hide it again_

_And again_

_No one understands_

_My long sleeved shirts day by day_

_Just to hide it_

_Its not for attention_

_Its for me_

_Me only_

_Only me to know_

_I don't want people to know_

_Im not an attention seeker_

_Only a girl_

_A girl is all they see_

_My smile hides my pain_

_The pain within my heart_

_Another cut upon my wrist_

_The cut the heals my soul_

_I cant stop it_

_Only hide it_

_Day by day_

_Cut by cut_

_No one cares about me_

_He doesn't notice it_

_My sadness_

_Must mean I hid it well_

_Too well_

_He cant save me now_

_This cut wont seem to stop_

_The blood drips on my paper_

_A note to him_

_If only he knew_

_Knew what he did to me_

_For loving her_

_Her and not me_

_I don't try and stop it_

_I let the blood flow and not clot_

_And with my last breath_

_I call him to say_

_"I love you"_

_And_

_"Goodbye"_

* * *

**(A/N): Depressing right? I DO NOT cut alright. I just want that to be clear. My one friend does. She wants attention from this guy. He wont give her the time of day. But she cuts to feel the pain, not for people to notice her. At least that's what she says, she doesn't hide it. I was also thinking of the boys who commuted suicide for being bullied, so i made it sorta depressing. Purple is now a happy and depressing color too me. Depressing from the suicide, and Happy because it IS the color of Seddie. **


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